Ponderings

Well, let me tell you …

It’s been quite a while since I’ve posted something here. Now, why is that? I’ve been asking myself the same thing. Here is a little brain thread. Is it procrastination? Is it because I have nothing to say? Is it because I don’t have time to do it? No – it’s none of those things. I really can’t quite put my finger on why. And so goes life. Ideas, plans, excitement … and then nothing. Things go no further than my mind. Fear of failure? Fear of success? Fear of judgment? Fear of disappointment? Fear of sounding dumb? Maybe all of those.

And yet, when I look at the things on my inner To Do List and I feel excitement. I feel a surge of creativity welling up inside of me. Now that the magazine has gone only online, I have completely different timing in my life. I feel like there is a shift going on. Taking it up a notch, if you will. Feeling more authenticity and following that lead. Listening to what I want to do, where I’m lead, what excites me, what I am eager to pursue. I hereby commit to following some of those dreams.

OK, now there’ s the problem. These are not dreams – they’re goals. Luscious, yummy, fun, compelling ideas that I just can’t wait to get to! So many people have asked me if I’ve written a book over the past 10 years. No, I haven’t. But it’s something inside of me that I know, without a shadow of a doubt, needs to come to fruition. I took my first step yesterday and smile … ┬áIt feels good. Are you doing the same somewhere? Holding back on a piece of you that needs to meet the public? Time to unleash it! I am …

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